Friday, April 01, 2005, 5:23 PM
For the very first time,i got drunk.It happened soo fast.I didnt know what hit me.I didnt even get high.I went from sober to drunk.I had like submarine and long island tea.I was fine.I cant rem. Bear buyin me a lambo?cos tt was the probably the thing that knocked me out.Geez.One moment i was walking to find Yan outside.The next moment,i was at phuture feelin damn drunk.I even puked on Yan and Bear.I woke up feeling pain on my knee.Apparently,I had fell down some stairs and ended up with some scratches.ouch.I feel soo damn surprised that i got drunk and started cryin and cryin?so damnnn embarrassed cos sooo many ppl saw me drunk and behavin in such a maddd way.I sooo hate myself for getting drunk?I didnt even dance at all dammit!I could vaguely remember some of the things i said and did.but not everything.
I dont remember telling Jun Hao to ask Dan Brown msg me?!wahaha.I brought this Dan Brown's book Angels and Demons wit me to zouk.Cos i borrowed it from Feng Yang earlier on that day.I dunno why.I guess i've been bottling up too much of my emos or sth.and i really broke down.i was like overwhelmed wit sadness.I remembered vaguely seeing *him in phuture.His friend saw me cryin.Oh man..i really made a fool out of myself.I really ain't gonna drink that much next time round.He didnt even bother comin out to see if i was alright.i really know that he doesnt give a damn.and that he's just ain't comin back.why keep bothering bout someone who doesnt care bout u.Someone teach me dota!So i'll not be sooo bored pls =]
Yan brought me to her house.I couldnt go home in that state.My parents would just sooo nottt allow me to club anymore.haha.guess what.i didnt really have a hangover.just a lil head spinning effect.oh wellx.at least i know that when i'm drunk,i wouldnt go round throwing myself at guys and makin out wit em.Right ,Teo?=p
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